Don't rush

Dalam dunia ni tak ada siapa yang sempurna. Dari segi fizikal, mental atau pun bahasa tubuh. Semua ada kekurangan. Untuk berckaap tentang hati, sangat lah sulit. Biar pun kecewa di dalam tetapi haruslah kuat di luar. Kadang-kadang kita tahu apa yang sepatutnya kita buat. Tapi kita tutup mata kerana sayang dan juga memori. Memori itu mahal bila masanya lama. Jadi sangat lah sulit untuk kita buat keputusan. Tapi jika hanya one connection, everything still lacking. Bila hanya sebelah pihak, cuba berkomunikasi cuba untuk memahami. Dan sebelah lagi hanya menunggu, hanya memohon maaf tanpa mengambil berat sangat lah sukar untuk connected. Sayang itu akan hilang, memori itu juga akan hilang. Masa adalah kunci segalanya. Sayanglah orang betul2 sayang dekat kita, jaga kita, ambil berat pasal kita. Untuk dapat orang yang betul2 jadikan kite as their priority is hard nowdays. Please take note that, kita boleh jadi bila sayang syg seseorang tu kita sayang betul2. Tapi bila kita dah benci mungkin pandang muka pun dah tak nak. Appreciate people who are love you.

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Heart

Sometimes people give us a lesson that we did not want to learn sometimes they give us growth that we feel we were not ready for

Sometimes they give us a bit of space, maybe a little bit faster.

Sometimes they leave us with a question instead of an answer of course it hurts when you realize you are not as important to someone as you thought you were and when you love someone more than they deserve, they will probably hurt you more than you deserve.

Sometimes your heart needs time to accept what you already know and don't feel sad because someone gave up on you feel sad for them because they gave up on someone who would've never given up on them.

It's amazing how our hearts can still feel sad about something today that happened such a long time ago. 

You learn so much. You learn to never let someone be such a priority in your life when all you are to them is an option.

You learn you can miss something but still not want it back you learn that someone can go from being the reason you wake up smiling, to being the reason you cry yourself to sleep.

You learn that you lost someone who did not love you but they lost someone who truly loved them.

You learn not to stress the could haves because if it should have, it would have.

A truly broken relationship is like a broken piece of glass sometimes it is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to put it back together and no one wants to have their heart broken, but sometimes your heart has to be break to let the pain out and let the light in.

Sometimes you have to feel the pain to heal the pain and remember, the same person who broke you does not fix you the lesson . They taught you does and stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it be strong enough to let go and wise enough to wait for what you deserve.

Tak tahu dan tak tahu

I came back.... wuhuuuu...

So today, only a lazy day like usual. Okey let's straight to the point. Yea, i sent ws towards him back. So wowww. Tapi sbb nk mintak tolong. And of cos, aku curious macam2. Dia xrasa nk ws aku ke? rindu? Teringat sikit ke? Sayang? mende ni berlegar2 dlm fikiran aku. Sebab aku mesti mestii akan fikir dia. How can people easily change hah? Jadi aku amek inisiatif untuk call and tanya. Aku sje nk call sbb aku rindu. Rindu nk dgr suara dia nk gelak2 dgn dia. Nak tido sambil oncall dgn dia. Aku rindu semua tu. Tapi tu lah mungkin aku jelah yg rindu. Aku call utk tanya soalan pasal ig and also xde rase nk cari ke? Motif aku tanya tu nk taw jawapan semestinya sbb curious and also nk adapt jawapan tu. Supaya kalau mnde tu menyakitkan hati aku boleh bantu utk aku lupakan dia. Jawapan dia bagi everything play safe yang xtaw and xtaw. Aku bila dengar tu mcm okey it's okay. So aku pun xtaw ap yg die nak ap yg die fikir. Dia syg ke tak ke kt aku.. aku xtaw. Aku just confirmkan benda tu tp aku xde jawapan jugak hahaha terookkk. 

People make time for who they want to make time for. People text and reply to people they want to talk to. If not, it just means you stopped trying to force them to care. kan?? Dia tak sayang aku da kot.